Firsties

Well, I am starting a new life with a new love, so only appropriate that I start a whole new blog.

I just had court yesterday for everything that I have been fighting for the last 7 or so years. I had to testify about my health and emotional standpoint. It was unnerving to say the least. I am pretty confident that the outcome will be in my favor. I think my lawyer is quite proud of me. I hope all goes well in that department.

Nick gets out in 16 days. I just hope I can keep it together. I hope we all can. I'm not the only one concerned here and I need to remember that. Even though we are "broke up", I know there still has to be closure. I don't know what he is thinking. I need to write one more letter asking his intentions. I definitely do not want to be caught off guard with his arrival into town. I don't want to hear from anyone about him untill I get to see him first. I'm offended enough with him. I can't take any more unsettling feelings.......